BLACK



Title: Black
Author: Anestel
Email: Anestel@hithanaur.net
Website: http://anestel19.tripod.com/index.html
Livejournal: www.livejournal.com/users/anestel
Beta: Orchyd Constyne
Disclaimer: It's Tolkien's baseball field I just play with the balls.
Pairing: Gil-galad/Oropher
Rating: G
Summary: Regret
A/N: This is the 6th part of the Color Series. Connected with Part 5, Gil-galad's reaction. I think I like this one...kinda...

Black.

The sky is black. My heart is black. Everything is black.

Black.

Dark.

Desolate.

Hopeless.

I was late. I was too late. I should have ridden faster, harder. I should have left earlier.

I failed.

I lost him.

Forgive me, Oropher. Oh Námo, take me swiftly. Nienna, have mercy upon my grieving soul. Ulmo, swallow me in the depths of the oceans.

So black. So dark. So lost.

I drown in this sea of oblivion.

My failure.

The one time it was so important to win...

I lost.

Oropher... I too will die.

We will be reunited; please forgive me.

THE END

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